positive! positive! positive!!!!!!!

Positive! Positive! Positive!...yup..thats what Allan used to tell me...rite to my face, at the time when all I do was just to complain....complain...complain. I guess we tend to do that alot...I m sure..but then again..there are those who chose to keep shut about almost everything...even to their last breath...but what can I do..Im not one of those nobel people...I like to let things out...get it out of my chest..out of my intoxicated system(the only thing intoxicating me at that time was my uncle SALEM-menthol). But I learned something...after Allan told me off that day(i think it was somewhere...before he left for bintulu for gud..so so sad)...I didnt learn immediately on that day..oh no..I was furious...n i guess i must have complain about him to somebody else..hahahah..but later..i realised..its true...whatever he said was true. THAT IN LIFE..SOMETIMeS ITS JUST GUD TO KEEP OUR DAMN BLOODY F-CK-NG MOUTH SHUT!! betul tak noq?? betullll kannnnn..

And why is this the topic for the day?? well..for one..there's just too many things happening..well not that many..but still a lot thats goin on...that sometimes i just feel like quitting...quitting whatever it is that im doin..including life.

But...Im not gonna do that..not just yet...Ive gone thru too much to just let it go off easily....way too much..so..im not gonna complain..not just yet...hehehe...those were the days when i spent like 500 bucks just on phone calls to call nd..jrol..n allan..yes..even selepas ku dimarah...aku masih tidak serik...Ampun tuanku...nope..im just gonna write here..while listening to my new liking of music..beautiful songs by ungu..peter pan..rossa..n samsons..and...my new fav song is NALuri lelaki..gosh..im so lesbian!!

well...thats it...my thoughts for today...for now. more to come?